i believe that everyone in this world have a best friend but not me *i dont think so*. i once have a best friends with a different personality and character, but both of them will always be the top in my heart and mind everyday. did i mention 'once'? yeah, i dont feel like i have a best friend now, not even one. All i have is my overprotective family and a very loving and caring 'future husband' *isnt it? :)* he is my all, my best friend, the one and only that will go trough thick and thin with me. sometimes, i do get jealous when i see a group of girls hanging out with a very beautiful outfits, having coffee and shopping duties and laughing over a stupid things together because i dont have a "girlfriends". well, "A true friends is hard to find, harder to believe and impossible to forget". its true ! i'll never trash the memories that we've wrote together since we were in primary school or even in high school up until now. i'll keep them as the most valuable property of my own and i wish i have a reliable best friend to count on.
"i miss you, the old you, the new one sucks"
but i still have a best friend, only not the same age with me, younger than me who actually can think wisely more than an old lady but i do understand that her real life is just about to start. we are different. not much. but .. yeah .. oh well .. thanks for reading :)
