sick of telling , sick of showing.. hoping you to notice it, its enough tho

if i didnt say it out loud, if i didnt point it out, please be aware baby, because i will never tell you how much i hate it .. what that i dont like .. because all i want is for u to notice it by your own .. that will show me how much you care and how well you know me if you can notice the secret things that i feel behind this happy me and behind this little smile .

im the kind of girl who never show what i feel and how touching i am infront of someone that i love . i prefer to keep it shut in my little red heart . please notice it on your own , even a little things .