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     Hello friends and readers, as i posted in my latest status in facebook few minutes ago, im not in a good state right now . Alot of things impact my emotions today although it still 1130 in the MORNING . i wonder what gonna happen in the end of today. Yesterday after my class finished at 12pm, i had my lunch and i drove back home, i was day dreaming the whole way back and it was raining constantly. i felt like my life is empty. now that i realize i still cant fit in my old times group in my campus . they not that friendly, they not welcoming . that so, i think i should STOP trying, STOP changing the conditions back to old time sake. let just be them and me alone. to TYTA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: i heard that u had a blast birthday celebration and im happy for you :)

     Second thing is about being apart AGAIN, this time for 6 days which is consider a week. he now attending a training session in Kuala Terengganu for 3 days 2 nights (Wed-friday) and i have to follow my parents to Kuala Lumpur this weekend for 3 days 2 night as well (Sat-Mon). this is really a big situation for me because we didnt have the chance to meet up before i go to KL.. its not easy for me to be apart like this. i dont know about him and how he feel about this, he seems calm and dont mind at all. well i think he will have his relaxing time while im off after a very hectic outstation duty this whole 2 weeks. and im spending my time with nothing at home.. trying to not break the rules.. trying to not mess up things .. i was sleeping the whole evening until this morning yesterday ... trying to not think of things what will happen next ... im screwed.. im nothing...im zero.. and alone...
 
thirdly is i wanted to share with you guys a very nice saying;

" YOU SHOULD HAVE OPENED YOUR EYES,

                                                                 I WAS CRAZY FOR YOU"