have you ever heard this sentences in your life ? "Sometimes Things happen For A Reason" . well in my case i would love to believe in the sentences but i cant . actually not in 100% can . i can say that all this while there is the only one person who can make me happy and laugh every single day. although over a tiny small stuff . well currently i have to face a really dramatic situation that is hard for me to let it go but i just have to. Just Have To. no reasons ! i kept on telling my self it would be alright and although it comes once in a year but it would probably be another different memories will be written on the day this year. last year i didnt get to celebrate my birthday with my love because we had our relationship tied up on July . and this year not much my friend will be around town and that so i don't think i will have a birthday party. so i was really hoping that this year celebration will be the best memories with him . i really hope he can make it on my birthday .12am will be better but i can only hoping for that to happen , i cant make it happen . I will be waiting evry single seconds starting from now .. So .. yes .. that's very much it .. see you:)