Its merdeka day, but sadly I have failed to celebrate the moment of merdeka with him. After a boring discussion with the whole family, my body and brain started to felt tired and not functioned. I can’t think of anything anymore. Plus hubby didn’t reply my text when he was at Amer house and Ellysa keep making me dizzy. What is actually happen to her? I felt like I don’t know her anymore. Plus I felt like my hubby don’t trust me. Yeah, I have a terrible life in my fucking past life. Please! Can you stop mentioning, talking or asking about that to each other? I felt like you both keeping a fucking secret behind my back. Plus, who the hell I am I to both of you? Not important? Yeah I think so. Since I realize I actually don’t have close and trusted friends anymore! Everyone left. Having and creating their new friends. Happy and living in a fame life. Guess what? I don’t even care and im not being famous. I rather stay alone in my life. And I will throw all my past even a sweet memories away since I was in form 1. Thanks. It’s not worthy to keep it alone but being left over.
i wonder if you got what i'd meant
