5.31am after sahur , mama called me and hugged me tightly. She asked me to be patients and concentrate on my studies. She said she finally said it out. I wondered what it is. She said she asked abah for divorce. I was so shock and cried. I have told mama what shalyn told me about school and pn che fadillah. I have told mama why I always skip school and didn’t be able to finish my home works. Mama said that I should tell teacher about ny family condition and mama ask me to tell teacher that don’t disturb her at office. Starting from now, she has to work harder. My tuition fees and needs are increasing. My tuition fees are up to rm295 per month. my school pocket money and stuff is not in the list yet. How I could help my mom. Plus, mama asked me to take static this school holiday. Where in the world she going to get the money to pay for the fee? I felt guilt over what is happening. I felt sad and sorrow. Why do I have a fucking retarded dad ever?
