You left me all by myself and you let my vulnerable side out without even think what would happen next in my life. Once you let go of me there is no more turning back. I would love to be with you back again but I can’t force my self to be with you when I know next I will cry once again and let my tears fall on the ground without you knowing. Hubby, you gave me everything, you teach me to be good. You take a good care of me. I have change for you. I’ve done many things for you. I follow whatever you have said. But didn’t you appreciate that. The answer would be no.
When you left me then only you realize that you have done a big thing that will change your life to the fullest. Three more weeks ahead, we will have our first year anniversary. But what happen to all our memories and loves when the time you said goodbye? Dear, my heart fall down and brake into pieces when you let me go just like that. You forget everything that we have been through together. You forget how close you and I with both our family are. I am very sure that you think I will bag to be with you once again. that why you play around with that word, “BREAK UP”. but it turned out to be different. Why did you let me go in the first place? You keep your EGO high and you throw me away down to the trash can from your life. Dear, why?
Maybe this is what you want. Again, I will give you what you want. Now you do have what you want right? To be alone without me. To be wild and have a free life. To live your life without me. I hope you happy now. You ask me to keep my promises. But I can see we both not doing that. Thank you for everything tears and joy that make me strong and alive. Now you done have to think what will happen to you when I o to national service and so on. Because. I am not yours. I am no one in your life anymore. Take care of yourself.
I will remember you and our memories until my last breath. Thanks for every things. I will miss you.
-NV-
