National Service =.=

KHIDMAT NEGARA or National Service is really make me feel fucked up . i really hope that i can get UITM while i'm in NS but sadly and even more Fucked Up i didn't get through this MAY intake. my sister asked me either i want to go Ns or College . MY HEART says -college,college and college, but MY BRAIN says- National service and its for my own future ahead. thanks to Aaron he gave me support to proceed my Ns. will it be fun to get myself there this sunday? haihh -.-

depressed
-NV-