Im done ... Even if i ask a questions trying to convince myself that he still love me , what he replied was " are u crazy?" And started to get angry and glance his eyes to me ..
Even when i'm with him, i'm right next to him, trying to get attention, all he dis was watching you tube and after he's done doing it, he went out to his friends .. What the hell ?? I'm i invisible ??
And nowadays i realize that there is lots of things that he didn't share with me .. His trying to keep distance from me like there is something he's trying to hide away from me ...
Even if we are out to the mall, he didn't even hold my hand anymore .. I'm the one who have to make a move first and the most hurtful things is when we are trying to cross over the road .. He left me behind and walk with his friends ...
And when i said something about it.. He replied " lahh .. With some sort of angry face while looking at me"
Don't u realize that my heart is going to burst into pieces now ??
Sometimes i think alone by myself .. Is it because i'm fat now ? Is it because he ashamed being with me cause of all his friends said that i'm getting bigger ?is it because of my figure ??
That's it .. I'm going back home .. All he cares about is his phone.. His life .. His everything .. Not me ..